Lovelife status?

[-=BYE=-RiptoR]

The question is : Do I want to step towards my future? Do I want to put my past behind me? I\'m still waking up, thinking of what could have been when Sarah wouldn\'t have broken up with me.

I thought that asking another girl out would help me a bit past my depressive state of mind, but it didn\'t. I know I\'m probably wrong about this, but it made me feel pretty sure that I\'m gonna be \"just a good friend\" to the girls that I like...

I\'m 23, so I have a long future ahead of me, but I\'m not really optimistic about it... My greatest fear is that I won\'t find a soulmate, that I\'ll stay alone for the rest of my life... If there\'s anything in the world that I\'m really longing for, it\'s that \"special someone\"... I don\'t meet a lot of new people, so the changes of finding someone to share my life with are slim...


Crap, I\'m blurting out some pretty heavy stuff this early in the morning...