Lovelife status?

[andius]

The thing with Allie is that I know for a fact that she isn\'t doing this because she wants other guys. She\'s completly terrified of relationships. I really don\'t think I could find a \"better\" girl than Allie. Allie has always been a very good friend of mine, maybe my best ever idk. It\'s crushing to see such a perfect relationship just fall apart at the seams for no reason.

If I wanted to there are several girls that would go with me(actually one of them keeps asking me out)...but I don\'t want that...I want the one I love.

My drinking isn\'t the kind where I\'m drinking in my room at night alone crying...Its the kind where your out all night with friends, just keeping the depressing stuff far away from my mind. I\'ve been partying like crazy lately...

I still have hope for me and allie to come back together.