Lovelife status?

[-=BYE=-RiptoR]

I guess it\'s true what they say : some people are born to be alone.

Twice I\'ve been in a relationship where the girl really adored me (and vice versa), and where the girl was the first to come up with plans for the future. I myself don\'t like to plan ahead, cuz things always get screwed up anyway. But twice I\'ve let myself go with the flow, and trust the girl. And guess what, it has blown up in my face each time.

This was the last time I\'ll ever trust any girl who says \"I want to be and stay close friends no matter what\". I\'ve trusted those words twice, and both times ended up with me being on the edge of a huge depression.

I\'m not able to handle this crap anymore, I\'m not able to handle a relationship anymore, it takes to much out of me.

If there\'s a girl out there who wants me for who I am, she can either fuck off, or try very damn hard to make me trust her, before I ever think of another relationship again.