Lovelife status?

[Big-Al]

ok so, to try and explain stuff...

I live in a basement apartment with my girlfriend in Canada... however thinks aren\'t working out like i\'d hope they would between us.

I have 3 pc\'s, all running XP, the one i use most is a laptop, sometimes i take it to the bathroom, i put it on the counter top between the sink and the toilet and while i shit i can read, not from a book, but forums

and with out getting told off for making annoying clicking noises...

so earlier i was playing TTR on my tower, and my girlfriend (Sarah) was talking to me on my laptop on msn, because she isn\'t home as she\'s gone to stay at a friends house. it was one of thoughs break up conversations... anyone been there before? lol, who hasn\'t, so there i was trying to play ttr and i have to stick up for myself, cos yes i do love her, but i can\'t be walked all over... she\'s very good at that cos i\'m so nice. so why whould she be upset? wll she doesn\'t really deserve me... strange thing to say, but she knows it, i love her anyway, however she doesn\'t love me so much... arg this sucks, so will we break up? looks that way. doesn\'t mean i\'ll be leaving canada, if anything just means i need a new girlfriend, she wasn\'t the right one? or will things work out? well what i want is for us to both be happy together. yeah, that simple. and then what? will it work out? saddly i doubt it.

i give everything, she doesn\'t, and everyone else seems to benifit from me too. so am i mad? well i said \"no\" to her, cos everyone is her friend, the only friend i really have is her, and she couldn\'t take it so she went to stay at a friends... pft, grrr... umm... i don\'t smoke weed, this is a no smoking apartment and everyone else does it seems.

any questions?