Rant of pain.

[w00p]

Just don\'t think about it, really.
You literally said \"all I\'ve ever wanted was to be happy.\" and proven fact is, it\'ll never come if you want it, and then when you almost give up something happens to make life more than worth it.
And you should be more open to others... Maybe nobody has felt what you feel, but I\'m pretty sure they have, only to a lesser extent, and believe it or not, the solution is almost always the same: get over it.
Try not to think about it, find distractions, it can only get better if you don\'t dwell on it.
It doesn\'t magically go away, you need to block it out of your mind, cause, thats where it is.
As you\'ve said you\'ve got enough stuff to live for, so its purely an illusion in disguise.

Hope stuff get better! :tup: