Lovelife status?

[andius]

Well guys, today was shitty as all hell,

Me and the gal are riding BART home(like a subway/train), she says, Andy theres something i want to tell you, should i tell you now or later? I say ok tell me now. Well she drops a bombshell. \"I haven\'t really liked you more than a friend for a long time now, but I was to afraid to say anything. I nod my head a grit my teeth...wtf is going on here?

As the train ride progresses I ask how long? she replies \"since december\"...december is when we met...Then she quickly says that only part of her only likes me as a friend...this whole thing isn\'t really suprising, and in retrospect was quite obvious...it fucking sucks.

I asked why she decided to tell me today(two grandparents of mine are dying in the hospital atm ) she said she had no idea...god damn..of all times, right when I need her most.