Goob can\'t take it.

[Za_Goobinator]

I just got back from a 10 day holiday with my girlfriend and my parents.. Spending that much time with my girlfriend almost constantly was wonderful, but it seems as soon as she left everything crumbled around me...My dad started bitching at me for HIM not being clearing about what he wanted, I had borrowed 25 dollars from him and I was going to give it back to him I just forgot but he says he asked me for it 4 times, though the way he \"asked\" was by saying \"Do you still have that money I gave you?\" I barely find that to be asking for something.. He didn\'t even ask me for it when my wallet was right beside me, he always does things so stupidly and then bitches at me as if I needed to learn a lesson..

My girlfriend and I had sex in our resort room while we were there, it was a decision both here and I made before going on holidays and we both wanted to do it (No bitching at me for that). I told my mom and she was completely okay with it and was even slightly proud of me for doing it safely and smart, but as soon as my girlfriend told her mom she freaked, my girlfriends mother has no understanding of what my girlfriend and I have together, and she definitely wouldn\'t understand that my girlfriend and I want to spend the rest of our lives together..... I am rather frightened as to what my girlfriends mother is going to do, as in forbid my girlfriend to see me (Though it wouldn\'t work)..

I love my girlfriend with all of my heart, and her and I love eachother so much. It\'s hard to believe that at 15, 2 people can be so sure they want to spend the rest of their lives together and can love eachother so much.. But it\'s really hard when people don\'t understand and keep hurting my girlfriend by saying things like \"It can\'t possibly last.\" and stupid shit like that. It pisses me off when people do that, why can\'t people just let us live our lives together? Are people so fucking blind that they can\'t see that anything is possible?

It\'s hell without my girlfriend being beside me, especially when my parents start bitching at me.. Sometimes I just wish my girlfriend and I could be older, so we could move in together and be happy without other people constantly interfering.. I\'m sick and tired of people who are \"happy\" for you but at the same time seem to want you to fail miserably.. I just can\'t take being 15 anymore, I know you guys have told me to enjoy my youth while it lasts but I would rather be grown up and pay bills, pay rent, have a job, be doing something with my life, and be spending my life with the person I love. But I still have 3 fucking years to go, 3 fucking years until I am free of my parents house, 3 fucking years until I move in with my girlfriend.. 3 years of seeing my girlfriend only once a week most of the time...

I doubt my girlfriends parents will ever let her go anywhere with me again, they didn\'t want her to go but they let her decide. That was even after they said they wouldn\'t let her sleep over at my house, yet they let her go 1000 kM away with me where they had no influence... Life\'s tough and I\'m getting sick of it, I hate not being with my girlfriend more often and I probably won\'t be able to be with her more often until her parents calm down... Yay for the life stories of Goob...

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